Tuesday, 14 July 2015

离别篇

人家说离别在打工度假是件很普遍的事!
不管怎样你都会遇上的,所以叻不用那么的伤心难过!

在纽西兰打工度假已进入了第三个月有半了!
在这短短的时间里,经历了不少的离别!
情节总是一样!大家刚来的时候都不认识,认识了还不怎么熟,一旦熟了起来又要分离了!
这感觉真的不怎么好!会想不知道彼此还会联系吗?异国的朋友还会记得你吗?还是他们只是个过客,你的回忆?
以为这感觉只会在刚开始的时候会有,可却不是你想象的那样,经历了次数还是会有同感!
也有可能是经历的还不够吧!
不管怎样要活在当下珍惜眼前享受过程!
这也是人生的一部分吧!
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Tuesday, 28 April 2015

小小感触

近年来天灾不断发生!
它真的很恐怖!
没人知道它何时降临!
它能说来就来,停就停,走就走!
你更本就预测不了接下来会是怎样!
只能说要好好把握每一分每一秒!
做做自己想做的事,珍惜身边爱你的家人朋友!
走出不一样的生活,不要留下半点遗憾!
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走向你想要的生活吧!

Sunday, 15 March 2015

What a complicated emotional morning....!!
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Monday, 2 February 2015

A sudden tired

Tiring day.....
Just feel like sitting resting dreaming aside quietly
Let the brain to stop working
Slow down the movement of everything
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Missing soul @ wrong timing

Tuesday, 27 January 2015

A small change

Time really flies...

It was late January 2015 right now. I've graduated for a year plus and been working for 1 1/4 years. Still remember from the very beginning, I was like keep grumbling/complaining this and that. I think just stopped it few months ago? Maybe still not consider as stopped but much more better? because there's still sometime.... It's quite annoying for sure!!!
Here to thanks and sorry for the ears borrowed.

Been having quite some thought, feeling within the whole year. It was just too childish of thinking at the beginning. The stupid thinking and shit feeling were mixed up become so bad/terrible. I still can remember how I wasted my days. Luckily I'm slightly awake now, although it make not much big different but at least I'm not that wasting my days and times now. At the same time, I think the childish thought were getting lesser and lesser. Isn't it?

These days my mind keep popping up something related to "future". The word "future" always make me stuck, lost, missing. There's no other ways than to face it as no one can escape their "future". Therefore, I'm starting to think a lot until my emotional being affected. This is what I hate the most as I still can't get to control it well. As in I can't control the action/thinking well once the emotional step in. What came into my mind will not be what I'm actually thinking of. That's why people always said don't make any decision/take any action when you're having negative thought or emo-ing.

The nearer it come, the greater the fear, tension I'm having now. I'm starting to think lots, afraid this and that whether it's right, feel apologize. Although all this came into my mind together, but I don't think it will affect/change anything. I've already think twice and confirmed. Now, will be waiting for the day. Hopefully everything will go smooth.
*pray pray*
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complex emotion